Unedited writing. Who is so bold!?
Some days it comes. Smoothly.
Other days it goes. Wonky.
Riddles and rhymes
Repetitive
Can’t possibly
But perhaps
What could I reveal
Too much for sure

Ever the nonsensical experiment

I just see others who seem to do this thing in front of my face and I watch it, while thinking, me too! Me too! I wanna play!

I’m afraid of big.
Big dreams can lead to big failures
And even if they were to resemble big success, my sinfully weak heart cannot support success without succumbing to pride and pats on the back, so what’s the point in dreaming?

Right now this is the shape of my dream. I suppose it hasn’t really changed much in the past few years – only small details – the general shape of it remains intact: to get rid of as many expenses as possible (right now that is years of old credit card debt) so that I can “work” less so that I can work! More. Gifts of food. Gifts of time. Writing. Designing. Music-ing. Community building.

Nehemiah 4:6 So we built the wall… For the people had a mind to work.